For the past 4 years I have been on a quest for improvement...not perfection, or so I see it. Some view cosmetic surgery as vanity as others an unhealthy obsession. I have been told by people around me that I am fine the way I am. And I go through days trying to convince myself that I am by looking in the mirror, or the reflection in a window, in a "vane..no pun intended" attempt to convince my psyche that I am But make no mistake about it, I am a very intelligent guy, good at my proffesion, likeable, have a girlfriend, and strong family ties. But I guess it is not about that. So it is for many others that have issues to deal with.
Although my perception about aging are probably valid to some degree, I have been told that it is the degree to which one obsesses that enters them in the category of "body dysmorphic". This is so true for me at times, that I shun crowded places (much like the agoraphobe), or become anxious and flush when face to face with a stranger. Or I may just prefer to avoid all together. Interference with life is a true indicator.
I have been to numerous cosmetic consultations, most with the remark that there's nothing cosmetically indicative, but they see what i mean and if I wish I can get a mid-face lift, countour threads, etc etc.
For anyone who can relate, the thought of having a proceedure done terrifies as much if not more than the episodes of insecurity and anxiety that BDSM brings on.
My suggestion or my hope is that if and when my obsessiveness passes, that I will make my decision one way or the other unencumbered by impulsivity.
Hope this helps
Although my perception about aging are probably valid to some degree, I have been told that it is the degree to which one obsesses that enters them in the category of "body dysmorphic". This is so true for me at times, that I shun crowded places (much like the agoraphobe), or become anxious and flush when face to face with a stranger. Or I may just prefer to avoid all together. Interference with life is a true indicator.
I have been to numerous cosmetic consultations, most with the remark that there's nothing cosmetically indicative, but they see what i mean and if I wish I can get a mid-face lift, countour threads, etc etc.
For anyone who can relate, the thought of having a proceedure done terrifies as much if not more than the episodes of insecurity and anxiety that BDSM brings on.
My suggestion or my hope is that if and when my obsessiveness passes, that I will make my decision one way or the other unencumbered by impulsivity.
Hope this helps
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